It isn’t karma or punishment
We did nothÂing, in this or any other life, to deserve illÂness. We aren’t being punÂished, nor are healthÂier peoÂple being rewarded.
I’m all for findÂing out about the physÂiÂcal and bioÂlogÂiÂcal bases of our conÂdiÂtions, as that inforÂmaÂtion is often a key part of findÂing the right treatÂment and preÂventÂing relapse.
LookÂing for a cosÂmic or spirÂiÂtual cause, though, is a trap. It leads us into a downÂward spiÂral of blame, recrimÂiÂnaÂtions, doubt, and fear, with nothÂing posÂiÂtive to show for the loss of all that energy.
As difÂfiÂcult as it can be, let go. IllÂness is. We are livÂing with conÂdiÂtions that cause pain, fatigue, and other probÂlems, not because we’re bad peoÂple, but because the uniÂverse is as it is.
The less effort we put into that search, the more energy we have availÂable to enjoy and improve our lives.
Use your energy to focus on your healÂing and joy!
June 9, 2006
Posted in: Attitude

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CynÂthia — I am writÂing an artiÂcle on CFS blogs for a patient pubÂliÂcaÂtion, and I would like to menÂtion your webÂsite and podÂcast. Could you email me to disÂcuss furÂther? Many thanks, Jennie
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